ISFAT I have BPD and it's so very, very frustrating.
Anger is the only thing I know any more.
I can't handle the peer pressure to be normal when it's just something I can't do.
It's like I can only communicate by drawing things on my own skin..and I'm not even good at that. (don't ask, it's my preferred canvas to paper)
Music is escape..but there's never enough..
I'm addicted to the arts, but I can't conjure my own.
Impulsive behaviour is THE most annoying thing I've ever had to deal with.
And I can't change. I've been afraid of change forever and nothing's different.. Psychotic, I know..but I can't get out.