This isnt something I ever really planned on telling you guys at isfat
sinse I have NO idea what to do here we go...
Hi I am Lily. I am 14. I live alone with my alcoholic mother.
At the moment I am at a loss of what to do with her.
Tonight I found 3 empty vodka bottles...
3, 375 ml vodka bottles... in totall thats... 33 standard drinks...
Now I'm sorry but I dont know what to do with her anymore.
She started drinking at 11:00AM this morning...
Shes been doing this for 3 years..
And goes in and out of a psych hospital all the time..
Shes tried to kill herself 5 times and suffers from depression.
I live alone with her and we dont have any family around
AND I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO.
Its such a huge responsibility...
Im only 14 and I have told my nanna but my whole family is so sick of my mum and her problems...
Ive tried and tried countless times to stop mum from drinking..
Stealing the alcohol...
Getting into PHYSICAL fights over it...
Emotional fights ALL the time. We ALWAYS yell at each other.
I dont even want to know what my neighbours think...
Im so sick of this..
I mean.. 33 drinks in one day could kill a person couldnt it?
Another thing, I stay at home watching her all the time so my social life is like ZERO cus I'm scared she will try and kill herself while I am away..
Yes she has done that before
I just dont know what to do with her and at the moment she is on the lounge
She passed out about 2 hours ago and just woke up and she cant open one eye and she cant talk
And I want to call an ambulance but I am to scared they will think I am stupid and I will get in trouble and Im really scared
When a person drinks 2 bottles of vodka a day
Shes gotta get sick!!
HER POOR LIVER?!?
I dont know what to do.
Im sick of this.
AND IVE TRIED TO HELP HER SO MANY TIMES AND NOTHING WORKS..
Am I even allowed to post stuff like this?
WELL I AM.
Cus your older than me and I dont know what to do.
Im sorry, you dont have to believe me but I dont know what to do and I am scared...